If it's to be, It's up to me.

PAEIN

2011-07-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Aku nak belajaq setia, aku kesian dekat Paein. Dia mcam sorg sorg usaha untuk relation kami. Paein, im sorry for everything. Saya tau saya dah banyak sangat buat salah kata awak, saya mintak maaf, sekarang baru saya tau yg awak true love saya, mmg awak nd takda org lain. Awak ada time susah dan senang saya. Saya sayang awak sangat sangat.

YOU ARE MY ONE TRUE LOVE PAEIN, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :)

Buntu

2011-07-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

Deanda? = SERABUT, BANYAK MASALAH.

Ya Allah, kenapa lah dekat dengan SPM ni makin banyak masalah antara deanda ni. Pening kepala aku pikiaq. Masing masing nak tunjuk perangai masing masing aku pun tak paham awat. Haihh. Im out from Deanda now, aku nak buat hal aku, focus dekat SPM. SPM lagi penting. And aku nak cari org yang betoi betoi nak kawan dengan aku, bukan jenis backstabber. Aku ada kawan sorg pun takpa asalkan dia betoi betoi ikhlas and bukan talam bermuka muka. Lagi 3 bulan nak SPM, aku takdak masa nak layan perangai hampa sekoq sekoq, aku nak focus dengan SPM. Hmmm Ya Allah kuatkan lah aku jangan lah bagi aku lemah dan putus asa dengan masalah semua ni. For now, aku pun taktau sapa best friend aku sapa lawan aku. Aku pening sangat. Tunjukkanlah jalanmu Ya Allah. :(

Bieber Fever

2011-04-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

Okay i am now having a Bieber Fever. Wanna know why? Last Tuesday, i dont know whats wrong with myself, I really dont know why, i cried for Justin Bieber, i know its sound silly right? But i cant help it.I went for Never Say Never with some friends. Okay i wanna make one confession, i skip my English class just to watch his movie. Can u imagine how desprete i am? Then , here is the story begins, after watched the movie, Justin Bieber keep running around on my mind he makes me cry like so many times! I keep repeating his song like a thousand times, yes u can kill me now! After seing that i am being so die- hard- fan of him, I ask mymum to let me go to his concert which is tonight. Hmm my mum let me but my dad, urgh i know it will never happen, my dream to meet jb will never come true. Im crying out loud, and push my dad to lemme go. I put so much effort to go to his concert, for real! At last, my dad let me. Then i have a friend that wanna sold her ticket, i dont know why she dont wanna go, i can say thar she's stupid. Hahaha joke, Okei the conversation was like this.
ME : Wei ticket tu still ada tak? Aku dah comfirm nak beli.
Her: Alaaa Hg tak cakap awal awal aku baru ja jual kat orang lain petang tadi.
*and i was like "Whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt? Are you kidding me?????"

I was so frustated with people serrounds me, serious! I'd never stop cying even for a sec. Im too obsessed i think, but who cares, Yes i am! I really really love him! And i really wanna go.
Then after knowing that the ticket just sold out, mama try to comfort me, its not working mama !

So i updated my Fb status saying some kind of im so frustated because of this stuff, my aunt drop a comment saying that Jb is coming to Hong Knong this May 13. She ask me to go because my little cousin is going. The ticket and the flight is all on her. I guess i am a lucky person here, right? So i dont ask mymum yet, dont know weahter she lemme go or not. But i'll risk whatever it takes to see Justin Bieber! i hope mama will understand and let me go. Hmm today is his concert, my cousins are going, i am damn jealous! I wanna take some pills and sleep, i dont wanna know abt the concert and cry like crazy, i other word, its not worth.
Good night! <3

1st post

2011-02-26T05:06:00.000-08:00

Hi ,
As you noticed, this is my first post. I had create this blog just like 10 min ago. Hmm. What is in my head?
Okay i am damn tired, I dont have much time to relax like other people as i was going to English seminars in the weekend. Other people is having fun, chilling with friends, while me, i have to attend this seminars. BUT, I dont regret, i have improving my English a lot. Thanks to Dr. Dzul! Hehe. He is superb! He taught us how to improve in English subject. All his keywords are very important, i can tell you, It's worth! I dont wanna write much as i am veryy sleepy now. I need to be done my homework. Im extremelyyyyy tired :(

Goodnight world <3
Eh eh btw this is Dr.Dzul. Okay ignore my stupid face.